Do You Self Sabotage?

I am guilty of this. I admit it. I own it. I think growth happens when you look within and notice you are the one to blame for things. Where you know how you react isn’t how you should react. My journey after divorce was to fix all that was broken and weak in me. All the things I wanted to fix so I could be better. Not just better for someone else or my kids. But better for me. To know my triggers and weaknesses. Insecurities and pain. 

Do you self sabotage? I think to an extend we all do. We fix something and turn around and sabotage it. New relationship. A diet. Work habits. Commitments. Why?

Not really sure. I am still learning. That’s the beauty of life. Learning. But owning you have a problem is the first step. Second step is fixing it.