Thursday, February 20, 2020
When You Love Yourself...
I can’t believe the stuff I put up with. Really blows my mind. I was talking to a girlfriend about it. I would
never do that again.
Maybe it’s my healing process. Knowing no one can save you or complete you. You do that on your own. Crazy what we tolerate when we are weak. Crazy what we wouldn’t do when we are strong.
What’s Your Role?
Everyone plays a different role in your life and as do you with theirs. How great is it to have clarification to avoid heartache and confusion. It would have spared me a ton if I knew from the beginning.
Someone who comes in and out of my life for years reached out to me today. I asked why. He said because I like your company. We both have kids same ages and we have same work setup and we are alike. Committees. Kids sports. Kids schedules. It’s pretty scary. So I know we are just eachother company. I don’t have room currently for more and neither does this person. So no expectations.
Makes the whole situation much easier. I started to let go of expectations. My expectations are to be a good mom. My kids come first. Then be a good worker. Anything else is a bonus. Anyone else I have no expectations for. I don’t want to be disappointed again.
Finding Feathers
Oh feathers...in early 2018 during my divorce process I would find these and later throughout the years dimes and pennies.
Yesterday and today I found feathers. Little ones. White and grey. Which is ironic since the week I have had isn’t one I would like to repeat.
When you believe in a higher source it gives you hope. 💗
Healing Takes Time
Sometimes situations reopen wounds and set you back. It’s ok. Keep doing what you can. Healing is an inside job. For you. No one else.
