Sorry for all the swears but this is a strong message. We get lost in a lot of stuff in life that takes a hold of our happiness and inner peace. Such as money, relationships, work, conflicts, outside "noise" that we are chained to these stresses that prevent our inner peace and true self to shine through.
Sometimes walking away from everything and saying no more breaks those chains and sets you free. It's not easy to do but it's very rewarding. You have to let your inner child come through. Your inner self. People always want you to be something else. They want you to be who they think you should be. No more. Break those chains. Free yourself. Yeah it's painful and stressful but to gain yourself back and happiness well that alone makes it all worth it!