It’s truly like no other. Divorce is a pretty ugly, emotional, up down, ride. You are easily triggered because emotionally you are mad, scared, angry yet fighting for peace in your life. Fighting for survival. All emotions are on the table. It’s really not fun. You start to feel bad for the kids that they won’t have that idea “mom and dad” family life. You start to wonder what your next role, steps in life will be. Then you think you can be civil with your ex and they do something that generates this monster in you. And their true colors show and you loose it. They know how to piss you off. It’s bull, BUT, it’s growth. You are growing as a person. You tackle your fears. You say ok how will I handle this and you get better. It takes time but you try not to react. You CHANGE!! I called my mom and said I am at peace but freaking out. Next day I called my sister and said the things that trigger my anxiety no longer trigger it. I am just going with the flow of life.
You can’t allow anyone to break you. But when it comes to your kids,family and money, you fight the fight. That’s just how it is.
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