In every situation someone gets hurt. Right. So we have all done it. Not intentionally but when it’s you. When you’re hurting you have a couple of choices.
This is your only control. What to do with your life going forward.
It was a wave. Up and down. Then a song came on. Was so weird. I started to relive all the emotions. I had to change it. Then another song came on and it hit another wound. Then another.
It’s like I couldn’t escape it. I then listened. To all the songs. All the wounds opened. Every emotion. Then something magical happened. They didn’t hurt anymore.
See we have the only one power. It’s our emotions. Within us. How we feel. How we react. I never wanted to relive those wounds. Doubt. Words. Drama. Pathetic. Loving something not worth loving.
I have too many times in my life.
Bye to that.
Say sorry to yourself and pick yourself up. Every word said was replayed in my head. Like flashbacks. Every emotion. Every person who impacted my heart. Every pathetic plea I ever made. Every word I accepted that I didn’t deserve.
I apologized to myself, to my heart and deleted that Pandora station from my list.
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