Final Count Down...Baby #2

It's the final count down. Baby number 2 will be here tomorrow. Sounds surreal I know! The feelings I am having are all over the place. My daughter and I are so close and I kindof thought for a while I would be ok with just one child but once we got pregnant again it was as if this baby would complete our family. I am so excited to meet her tomorrow.

My daughter is having a hard time with it, change is hard for kids, change is hard for adults, but I know the minute she meets her she will be just fine. A part of me feels like we are starting over and this time I swear I will not rush it. I will not rush her walking and talking and growing up.

You know once I was diagnosed with cancer I really felt like this baby was brought to me to save my life. She helped me cope with alot of obstacles in my life these past 5 months and I owe her a lifetime of happiness and love and tons of kisses.Whenever I was down she would kick me and I would laugh and be ok again.

She's my saving grace, both my girls are, they have helped me appreciate life a lot more and I am grateful to them for that!