I was easily triggered. I hate when that happens. The beauty is I know when I am mad and why. I feel
it coming on. I don’t downplay it or hold
a grudge I say it... You triggered me. It’s the minute I feel I have to be defensive or I have to stick up for myself. I don’t want to. I want to be accepted or left alone. It’s not in me for anything in the middle. It’s not in me to convince you otherwise.
Then somehow my friend just made it better and I was ok. Even when I am mad he has a way of making me feel at peace. Not sure why but it helps peace flow in me. Maybe that’s why he has been in my life for a while now. Because there’s something about him that calms me, makes me be at peace that I just can’t seem to turn away.
Guess some people just have that magic gift.
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